“I was 22 when I wrote this song and at a really low point in my addiction. When it all came crashing down, one of the hardest parts was thinking about how it would affect my 3 younger brothers (My Dad remarried, so they were in middle school at the time). All my Dad wanted from me was to be a good example for them and it wasn’t really until I was back at square one trying to pick up all the pieces that I realized I failed. This song is me giving advice to them and my best effort to make something good out of a dark time in my life (even though they won’t hear it ’til they’re a little older.)
I recorded the initial demo for it a couple years ago while I was living in New York. For a while I had it in my head that I should try and pitch it to a bigger artist but I feel like a part of me always knew I’d end up releasing it myself, mainly because it’s so specific to my experience. I think it just took me a little while to build myself back up to where I felt confident/comfortable putting it out there and that’s where I’m at now.” – Ricky40
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